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I'm still paranoid.. had the odd cough over the last week, and a bit of asthma.
What it means I have no idea. I totally freak out each time and then convince myself it's normal for me to be asthmatic on occasions. I still have no B symptoms so I should just ignore the fears. (However if I had a consistent dry cough that would be a B symptom).
Maybe once I've seen the haematologist and had a scan done I'll be able to relax.

Sarah and I are house hunting at the moment. We need to find a place to rent until our new house is built. We need a place with plenty of garaging for my two race cars and all the other stuff we have in storage. However everything that meets our minimum requirements for space, garaging and location is almost too big. Most being four bedroom houses that you could get lost in. Living in this tiny one bedroom flat for the last 18 months has turned us into cave dwellers. (although Sarah assures me she can fill any space with the "crap" we have collected over the years)

Motorsport wise I have two big events coming up. Next weekend Murray and I are travelling to Napier to enter a two day double hillclimb event. One of which (Seafield rd) I hold the record for and the other I have not done before. Then at the end of May Sarah, Murray and I will travel to Ohingaiti near Hunterville to compete in the "King of the Mountain" hillclimb weekend. Also a double event with hillclimbs at two locations. That one I'm really looking forward to as it should have some of the best drivers in the country to compete against.

I'll post next weekends results when I return on Monday.

Who me? Paranoid?

I can't believe how paranoid I have become!
Friday night we went to a cocktail party at Murray's new flat. The temperature outside was quite chilly and I chose to sit under the heat pump above the couch to keep warm. I quickly started to cough and it wouldn't stop.

Once I moved away I stopped coughing but I felt quite asthmatic. This persisted right through Saturday and I coughed several times while talking during the day.
It was just like what had occurred after I returned from Germany. My cough returned and I became very asthmatic. Back then It had heralded the return of my cancer.

All day Saturday my brain was in a complete spin. If this was indeed a relapse after such a short period of time, I was pretty much doomed. I re-read my blog and realised that last time I had suffered from night sweats as well. I have had none. phew!
I avoided milk and milk products for the rest of the weekend and my asthma disappeared completely and I've not had so much as a tickle in my throat since.

It just goes to show how you are never rid of the fear that comes with cancer. I wonder how many years it will take before I start to relax?
Everyone coughs once in a while after-all. .